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The Time of Year When I get Depressed..

Sat Aug 16, 2008, 10:34 PM

Is when I get back to the UAE from the Philippines .____.

Landed here yesterday at 4 am in the morning =___=
I was reminded that I'm back as soon as I was in the connecting flight from Bahrain.. People were too yappy.. Pissed me of how loud they were =___= .. I miss Filipino people

The Philippines is the place where I feel that I truly belong.. I wish if I could just stay there forever.. But life ain't that kind ¬_¬ .. You might have all the material things you want.. But the great feeling of love friendship belongingness peace and happiness are somewhat of a hard thing to find/get.. I friggin' hate it that way!! But oh well.. I know that God has plans for me.. So I'll just be patient for the time being.. There's a time to cry and a time to laugh.. Currently my time of crying

I'll try to take a few days off my social life to mourn a bit.. I think I have the rights to be sad even for a little while.. The feeling of depression ain't something nice that I'm used to.. And hey!! I'm human after all .____. ..

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Mood: Depressed
Listening to: Tonight - FM Static
Watching: Videos of my Vacation ._____.
Eating: Lost the mood to eat .____.
Drinking: Water ._____.

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~Frame-kun

Aug 16, 2008, 11:25:48 PM

awwwwww ok lng babalik ka d2 huh! yay!

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"I am happy saving what is in front of me"
~Sakata Gintoki
Gintama

~winRie

Aug 16, 2008, 11:40:40 PM

_{waaaaah ssooo saaad.. pero nakakatuwa ah,, kasi mahal mu mga filipino people, yay!
sayang. sayang.}

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_{pag may tiyaga...goodluck.}

*ice-sculpture

Aug 17, 2008, 4:02:52 AM

im sorry..
and i hope you feel better soon..
i can say those wise words and bla...
but i wont....cuz i know how you feel and i hope australia will be better...

~pher3ona-hyper

Aug 17, 2008, 5:38:35 AM

oh my dear!
sorry to hear that,but I know that u'll get over it soon!
however this is life---> I know your feelings because I went through it before when I cameback from Yemen!

--
Walking alone in darkness
Searching for a light to hold
knowing that I'm alone
Makes me realize that
I'm just a loner soul ..
T______________________T

~azu-ra

Aug 18, 2008, 1:50:57 AM

yup.. 4 and a half months pa

~azu-ra

Aug 18, 2008, 1:52:21 AM

syempre naman mahal ko sila.. i think it's because they've shown nothing but kindness to me.. and there are some really awesome characteristics you can only see in Filipinos